It will hurt for a while.
I have joined a group on facebook that is about grieving over a pet and they are enormously helpful. Many give encouraging words, opinions and tell how they coped with the lose. That it is alright to grieve openly,visibly and in any way that helps you cope. On this group there are so many that have lost their fur babies through them dying suddenly, having to be put to sleep or them being lost and not found. Though my heart hurts for them , I feel a sense of relief that I am not the only one going through this , that others have felt the tears and pain too. The day after I had Patches put to sleep my cousin called to see if I would go to the euchre club because someone had cancelled. Did she conveniently forget that I cancelled too , yesterday , and why. I knew she was angry at me but there is no way I could of gone, could of forgotten what happened on Monday, what I had to do on Monday. I cry so easily . I didn't want to do that there. So I honestly said I was not up t